Time For More Fun

Laura laid on the ground next to Logan, completely unconscious. Once again, her whole world was dark. Her hair was covering her face, while her clothes were still stained with Julian's blood. As she laid there, what she had done kept flashing through her mind. It kept flashing on and off, the more it did this, the more she kept trying to wake up. As she kept trying, her legs moved slightly, giving off a sign that she was waking up. It wasn't until she heard the masked male's voice, followed by Logan's that gave her even more determination to wake up. Though, it was hard, for flashes of Julian kept flashing in her head, causing her legs to move again.

Though, when she suddenly felt someone touch her, did she wake up. Her eyes opened and immediately looked at the male, which caused her eyes to widened and her body to tremble a little. She then proceeded to look down at herself, causing her body to tremble even more. She was still bloodied up from what happened with Julian. Though, she then heard the male say something about giving someone a marking. Which caused her head to lift up and immediately looking towards the familiar gruff voice. When she saw it was indeed Logan, her whole body froze, before looking up at the masked man. "L-leave him alone!" Laura called out, but not as demanding as she wished. Her voice seemed more soft, low, and broken, but it was still loud enough to be heard.

When the man suddenly handcuffed her, all she did was try to pull away. There was no sound to come out of her mouth. All she did was try to fight away, and glare at him. When he caressed her cheek, she moved her face away from his finger. The moment the guy's attention went back to Logan did her glare subsided and turned into an expression of worry. Laura slowly forced herself to sit up a little, before moving her upper body forward quickly when she watched Logan's head get slammed into the wall. "Logan!" She whimpered out, before watching the man mark his back like he had done to her. "Leave him alone!" She yelled, finding herself feeling very useless right now.

After the man was done, and Logan turned to look at the man. She caught a glimpse at what the man wrote on his back. She winced as she did and looked away, only to look at the man when Logan told him to go fuck off. Laura was going to glare at the man, but she suddenly felt the stinging, burning pain of the electricity shocking her. Causing her to scream as she fell to the ground, her eyes shut tight. She screamed until she realized she was screaming, and turned the screaming into a whimper.

When the shocking stopped, she breathed as she opened her eyes, before looking up at the man. This man made her scared, and angry and she couldn't help but wish it was him who she had been forced to kill. At that moment, Julian's scream suddenly flashed into her head, making her eyes widen as tears suddenly fell from her eyes. In that instance, her eyes narrowed as she looked down at his feet and realized he was a bit close to her. Without thinking properly, Laura quickly moved her legs and kicked the man off of his feet, causing him to hit his head hard. "You are the monster, not us!" She growled as tears continued to fall down her eyes.

Laura hadn't expected for the man to move so quickly. Her eyes widened, before closing them them, and shrieking as her body was slammed into the wall. Her feet proceeded to press against the wall, trying to push herself away from the wall, but failed. It wasn't until he spoke did she stop struggling and opened her eyes to look at him. Only to look at the strand of hair he was tugging at. Though, before she could pull her head away, he suddenly yanked at her hair, causing her to shriek. Next thing she knew, she was being shocked, causing her to scream even more. Her feet moved and pressed against the wall once more, before making her body freeze at that pain that was happening around her neck.

As the shocking continued, she didn't noticed that her handcuffs had been yanked off. That was, until the man had let her go and she had almost caught herself as she fell to the ground. She laid on the ground, whimpering in pain before suddenly gasping as the shocking subsided. Now she laid there in silence as her body shook a bit. So when Logan approached her and asked if she was all right, did she wince before looking up at him. When she could clearly see it was Logan, she slowly stopped trembling. She didn't answer his question, she only pushed herself onto her knees, before realizing that her shirt had been still ripped.

The notice of her shirt being ripped, and her bra showing a good bit caused her to quickly cover herself up. Once she did this, she suddenly saw all of the blood on her arms, causing her eyes to widen as she moved her arms away from her before standing up. She then took notice of how much of Julian's blood was still on her. Causing the whole scene to flash into her head again, making her place her hands on her head as she closed her eyes. "N-no!" Laura whimpered as her back slammed against the wall that was behind her. "No, no, no!" She yelled as the scene kept playing in her head.

"J-Julian!" She whimpered as tears fell from her eyes.

When Logan suddenly took her into his arms, she screamed as she tried to get away from him. "N-no, let go of me!" She yelled as she kept trying to pull away. When he rubbed her back, and whispered in her ear that it was gonna be okay okay, she shook her head. "N-no, no, it is not okay!! It will never be okay! I killed him! I betrayed him!" Laura yelled as she kept trying to fight herself away from him, but his hold on her tightened. It wasn't until he mentioned the word; kill, did she finally push him off of her with all of the strength she could use without triggering the collar. "No!" She screamed, before looking straight up at Logan with wide eyes as she backed away.

As she stared at him, more tears fell from her eyes. Her cheeks, and under her eyes slowly getting stained from the black eyeliner she had been wearing. She looked so lost, so helpless, so weak and confused. She had no control of herself, all she kept picturing was how Julian looked after she had killed him. After she had tore him inside and out. Laura quickly closed her eyes as she clenched her fists, before freezing when she felt the stickiness from the blood on her hands. Causing her to look at her hands. In that instant her whole body shook, before she quickly ran into the bathroom, not even bothering to close the door. She had to get his blood off of her, she had to.

Without even realizing she hadn't closed the door to the bathroom, Laura immediately took off her bloody clothes and turned the bathtub's water on. She then quickly entered that bathroom as she started to scrub the blood off of her hand with the soap that was near by.

After Laura was scrubbing the blood off of her pretty hard, trying to get every spot of blood off of her. As she did this, the water started turning red, thankfully instead of staining her even more, the bloody water went down the drain. She then proceeded to bring her head underneath the water and completely washed her hair. After she was done, she lift her head and checked it to make sure any blood that was in her hair was out now. Once she checked her hands a good couple of times and confirmed all of the blood was off of her, the scene flashed into her once more. Causing her to freeze as her wet hair stuck to her face. Though, instead of suddenly freaking out, Laura just froze as she stared at the bottom of the tub.

The scene flashed through her head, while it did she slowly brought her knees to her chest and hugged them. Covering both her chest, and her area down below. The only thing was showing was one word and half out of three words that had been left by the laser. When the scene flashed one more time, tears suddenly fell from her eyes. The moment the tears had escaped, she quickly buried her head into her knees and started to cry. As she cried the scene faded from her head, as she was slowly starting to accept the fact that Julian was dead and it was both her, and the masked man's fault. It was his fault for forcing the trigger scent onto her, but it was her fault for obeying the trigger scent. It was also her fault for it was her own claws that killed Julian. The more she thought about this, the harder she cried, and the more she started to go into a silent shock.

Once she entered the silent shock, she wasn't able to make any noises as she cried. She just sat there now, looking at the bottom of the tub again, letting tears fall non-stop down her cheeks. Just sitting there as her vision blurred from both the tears and her being out of it. Laura hadn't even noticed Logan had knocked on the door and called her name. She didn't even hear him mention he was entering the bathroom. It wasn't until she saw movement in the corner of her eye did she know Logan had entered. This caused her eyes to move a little, but not towards Logan, but towards the bloody clothes by the tub. Which quickly made her attention go back to the tub. She wanted to speak, say how it was all her fault, but she couldn't. For she had also realized she had nothing to wear now, nothing.

After a good few more minutes of silence, her eyes moved again, but once again not toward Logan, but at the floor next to him. "I have nothing to wear." Laura suddenly said, her voice breaking at the end. Causing her eyes to close as she made a whimper noise as more tears fell from her eyes.

Finally, Laura looked at him with her bright green eyes. Green eyes that seemed to glow whenever someone looked at her. They were the only thing that was on her. Even though her skin was pale white, her hair was black, and everything she wore was dark. The first thing people noticed when they first looked at her, was her bright green eyes. Unless her claws were out, if they were out, her eyes were the second thing people noticed. Though, this time, her bright green eyes didn't seem so bright. They looked watery and almost dull, and tears kept falling as they stared at the man who was like a father to her. She saw how close he was to her, and heard the words he spoke now. He was offering his shirt, wanting her to wear it. Her eyes slowly looked at the shirt that was torn in the back, but then heard his suggestion of tying that part. Which made her look back at him.

It took her a while, but she finally moved her eyes to the shirt. She then lifted her arm, still keeping herself covered with her knees and grabbed the shirt from him gently. Laura then proceeded to bring the shirt towards her, before freezing a little as she looked back at Logan. "Do not look." She said softly, before watching him turn away, giving her the cue to stand up and get out of the tub. Once she was out of the tub, she quickly grabbed her underwear that weren't bloody and slipped them on. She placed the shirt in front of her, making the ripped part face the back and slowly slipped the top on. When she adjusted the shirt to where she wanted it. She started to tie the back of shirt, but started to have trouble. Making her move her legs and feet a lot.

Laura was going to tell him that she didn't need help, but next thing she knew he was behind her and had taken the ripped part. Causing her to jump a little, before standing still as she let him help her. When he was done, she adjusted the back a little before moving her hair from the front to the back. She then turned to look at him and nodded, before feeling her feet knock into her clothes that were on the ground. This caused her to look down, where she froze and stared at the clothes a little. Now she stood there, completely silent, staring at the clothes on the floor. The more she looked at them, the more she could feel something welling up inside of her. Something that wanted to come out of her badly. Her right hand twitched a little bit, before freezing once again. It was almost scary how silent and still she was being as she stared at the clothes.

Until

"I killed him," Laura said as she slowly looked up at Logan, "I killed him, Logan. I did not fight the trigger scent, I let it take control over me." She said as her body slowly started to shake. "And everyone saw me," She paused, "Kill him." Laura said, her voice breaking the moment she did. She then stayed silent a little, her body shaking a bit more as tears started welling up in her eyes. "I killed him, Logan, I killed Julian. I killed him and everyone saw me!" She suddenly said louder as she walked closer to Logan and straight into his eyes as kept welling up. "I was not strong enough to fight the trigger scent. I gave into the scent, just like that man wanted me to, I'm a monster Logan, a monster! I thought I could ignore it, not give in to it. I thought I would be able to attack that man instead, but I killed Julian! I gave into the scent! Every one saw me, you saw me!" Laura said, her voice growing.

Laura then proceeded to grab his under shirt and look at him in a completely broken expression. "I killed him and I could not ignore the scent, I am a monster, just like that man said! I am a monster!" Laura yelled, before looking down as she let out a gasp, trying to fight the urge to cry. It was at the last minute did she suddenly punch Logan on the chest, "I killed the man that I love, She gasped, pausing a little, "Julian!!" She yelled as she suddenly covered her face and started to cry.

"Logan!" Laura suddenly said as she felt his arms wrap around her. This time she didn't fight him, she let him hug her. As he did, she kept her hands covering her eyes, but buried both her hands and face into his chest. "Why was I not strong enough, Logan? Why could I not fight it! Why did I let it take over me? Why!?" Laura asked him, trying to make sense why she wasn't able to fight the scent. She had given into temptation once again. She killed the man she was, and she had proved to everyone in this whole place much of a monster she was. "I am a monster, Logan.. I am a," Laura gasped, "Monster." she said silently before going completely quiet as she continued to cry into her father's chest.

"Daddy!" Laura cried out for one last time, before burying her hands and face deeper into his chest as she continued to cry.

Laura's arms immediately wrapped around Logan's neck, burying her face into his shoulder the moment he had picked her up. She continued to cry, no longer talking for she didn't want to talk anymore. All she wanted was to cry. She was asking herself why did the man choose her? Why did he want to hurt her the way he did. What did she do to him? Though, the more important question was; why couldn't she stop herself? Why? The more she thought of this one question, the harder she cried each time. Slowly, the scenes flashed through her head, before memories of Julian flashed through her head. It went to the times where he had saved her, before it went to how she left him, then when she found him again and he asked her why did she leave him.

The scenes then changed to when she had to babysit and all hell had broken lose, and he had to save her again before she killed the son of a bitch who had kidnapped the kids she was babysitting. Then that one scene hit, the one that changed her life. Where Julian had kissed her and said they could finally be together. At first Laura was scared of it, not wanting to hurt him, but after a while she opened her heart to him and let him in. This scene caused her to cry even harder as she hugged Logan as he sat down in a corner. "I loved him, why did it have to be him?" She suddenly cried out, before burying her face deeper into Logan's shoulder, hugging him tight.